This is for someone who i want to grow old with...

Grow old with you

I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I’ll miss you
I’ll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I’ll need you
I’ll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you’ve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

Adam Sandler

I Recently added New || Music Pod || just so you guys can hear my Mood in the form of Music and all of the Tunes that i posted in my blog recently

I Love You, I Need You, I Miss You...

A few words that we often use to express affection to someone or something that means a lot to us...

Terjemahan Bebas :

Suatu perasaan mendalam, penawaran, [yang] terlalu suci untuk dikatakan merasa kasih sayang dan perhatian terhadap seseorang, seperti yang timbul dari kekerabatan, pengenalan ttg kualitas yg menarik atas seseorang, atau suatu [perasaan/pengertian] mendasari ke'esa'an.

Suatu perasaan ketertarikan dan keinginan keras kepada seseorang dengan siapa dia menginginkan; diinginkan untuk berpasangan; emosi sex dan romansa.

Terserah apa pendapat anda soal  love, affection, devotion, fondness, infatuation (semua artinya sama) karena menurut gue, cinta tidak dapat dilakukan hanya satu arah, tetapi didasarkan pada perasaan mendalam yang saling ber interaksi dan tak terpisahkan...

Mungkin gue agak sok tahu, tapi definisikan cinta menurut anda yang paling cocok dengan keadaan anda saat ini...

 

 

ketika
kurasakan sudah
ada ruang di hatiku
yang kau sentuh

dan ketika
kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta
yang ada

mungkin memang
ku yang harus mengerti
bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila
kaulah yang ada di hatiku

adakah ku singgah di hatimu
mungkinkah kau rindukan ada ku
adakah ku sedikit di hatimu

bila kah ku mengganggu harimu
mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku
akankah ku sedikit di hatimu

bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti
mengapa, cintamu tak dapat kumiliki
salahkahku bila, kaulah yang ada di hatiku

kau yang ada....
di hatiku......

bila cinta, kita takkan tercipta
kuhanya, sekedar ingin tuk mengerti
adakah diriku, singgah di hatimu
dan bila kah kau tau, kaulah yang ada di hatiku

kau yang ada....
dihatiku....
adakah ku....
di hatimu....

This is quote of the day...

It's not how much you accomplish in life that really
counts, but how much you give to other.

It's not how high you build your dreams
that makes a difference, but how high your faith can climb.

It's not how many goals you reach,
but how many lives you touch.

It's not who you know that matters,
but who you are inside.

Believe in the impossible,
hold tight to the incredible,
and live each day to its fullest potential.

You can make a difference
in your world.

(source : unknown)

Tambahan dari gue : Sejelek-jeleknya orang adalah orang yang tidak berguna untuk orang lain di sekitarnya...

Today is supposed to be my Birthday, and i'm supposed to be Happy... But I DONT..!!!!

I don't know why, maybe it's only my damn feeling... I had a couple of SMS from my friends... Thanx a lot Guys, you're the best..!!!

Rasanya gue semakin tua nih, umur segini tapi kok belom ada achievement yang bisa bikin orangtua gue bangga ya...? Maybe i haven't try my best...
Umur gue di dunia udah berkurang setahun tapi gue kayaknya masih gini-gini aja... Belum ada kemajuan berarti...

I kinda missed someone...

Anyway... Happy Birthday Ajie... Semoga semua cita-cita mu tercapai... (Mendoakan diri sendiri...)

This is for someone that Calls me 15 minutes befora my birthday, and twice today...


why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
just to let me down (let me down)and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
when you say you will (say you will) but i love you still
i need you (i need you) more than anyone, darlin'
you know that I have from the start
so build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

"i'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
but you're late, i wait around and then (bah-dah-dah)
i run to the door, i can't take any more
it's not you, you let me down again

(hey, hey, hey!) baby, baby, try to find
(hey, hey, hey!) a little time, and i'll make you happy
(hey, hey, hey!) i'll be home
i'll be beside the phone waiting for you
ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
when you say you will (say you will) but i love you still
i need you (i need you) more than anyone, darling
you know that i have from the start
so build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

To you I'm a toy but i could be the boy you adore
if you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
although you're untrue, i'm attracted to you all the more
why do i need you so

(hey, hey, hey!) baby, baby, try to find
(hey, hey, hey!) a little time and i'll make you happy
(hey, hey, hey!) i'll be home
i'll be beside the phone waiting for you
ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
and then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
when you say you will (say you will) but i love you still
i need you (i need you) more than anyone, darling
you know that i have from the start
so build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

Well I guess this is it...

Had our last conversation last night, and finally everything revealed...

Semua pertanyaan yang selama ini mengendap di otak gue terjawab semua olehnya... Semua keragu-raguan yang selalu menghantui hidup gue selama sebulan terakhir ini berakhir sudah...

Memang kenyataannya harus seperti ini, tidak ada yang harus disalahkan. Terkadang perbedaan memang bisa menyatukan seseorang, namun seringkali perbedaan pulalah yang akhirnya harus menjadi pemisah antara 2 pribadi yang saling menyayangi... Or at least.. pernah saling menyayangi..

I Guess now only time will tell...

Goodbye Lucia... I will keep this memory in my mind... in my heart... but for know, we are officially....

Separated

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

(Usher)

I've just met her yesterday... And the feelings still the same...

Nggak tau kenapa, tiba2 kemarin gw memutuskan untuk ketemu dia...
Akhirnya janjian di Plangi, trus ketemu di O''lala sama Sita, Mbe' anak2 dari QB semanggi.

Ngobrol2 rame2 lumayan lama, trus nemenin dia ke BodyShop beli BodyButter & Shower Gel beraroma pepaya... Rasanya udah lama banget nggak nemenin dia belanja. Aneh banget rasanya perut gue... Berantakan nggak karuan... It's like there's a butterfly inside my stomach...

Nganter dia pulang, deket rumahnya sempet beli makanan dulu... Laper juga kan akhirnya...!
Trus ngobrol-ngobrol sebentar, Lalu...

Gw mengajukan pertanyaan yang kok setelah dipikir-pikir harusnya nggak gw tanyain sama dia. Kok gue jadi kayak reserse gini yah...? Mengajukan pertanyaan2 yang bikin gue penasaran selama beberapa hari...

Walaupun dia jawab pertanyaan gue... Tapi gue jadi ngerasa annoying banget buat dia, mau tau segala hal tentang keadaan dia, walaupun status gue bukanlah siapa-siapa...

Maaf ya non...
Tell me something, Am i being annoying...?